Hemligt

Dear Ese,

I think we could do wonders together. We're great people.

If I started to bleed from my ears and the blood just poured away to a big lake and if I was lying in that lake of blood, would you come fish me up?

If I wrote you a book of 459 pages and thousand of words, would you read it? Because I know I would, if you had done the same thing. Even if it sucked and the characters were all confusing, because I would know it had come from you, from that dear body I'm sometimes touching, and forever adoring.

 

Sometimes when you tell me how much you miss me or that you love me, I want to end it right there. Just walk away and never come back, because I know within myself that that's as good as it gets, and it's perfect for me, and I really don't want it to ever stop being perfect.

 

 

''I'm scared of the future. I'm scared that I'll fall for you and hit the ground so bad I'll have to see the doctor. What if you'll break my heart?''