We need to talk about it
"There is something wrong with me", I said, through tears, "it's hard for me to feel happy"
"I will fix that"
"I don't know if you can. You're not a shrink. You're not a drug"
"I will try all my life"
I think: I need you to try now; but this is a person, and some people give up. "I don't like feeling isolated and without meaning", I say in english, and then in Turkish, and then in english again when I write it down. Because that's the problem. Anywhere I go, I feel isolated, and without a meaning I am nothing - and I have nothing to write.
"What do you want?"
And then I panic again.
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